Happy New Year from New York City

We are finishing one more year. For me 2009 created lot of memories to remember for my senior years.  In the future I will definitely recollect 2009 with a BIG smile because I created BLUE FLOWER and I ROCKED!!!!! Tee Hee Hee!
Now I'm excited to face to a new decade. I'm hopeful the best things will find me. I open my arms to hug  2010.
I wish all my friends and blog readers the happiest New Year. I also would like to thank all my blog fans for  reading my blog. Keep stalking Z!
Here is a very funny video. It summarizes 2009 in a witty way. ENJOY! HAVE A FABULOUS NEW YEAR!

My Juicy New Year Resolutions or Re-solutions

Yeah Yeah! Another New Year resolutions posting! All blogs did it! Aren't you tired of? But mine is better. Inspirational!!!  Why is mine better!! Just because I'm Z!  Cheers! 

 - Recession has been hard on me. I didn't get raise last year. I assume I won't get it this year either. My Christmas  bonus was $300 after tax (No!! it wasn't candid camera) I need to be more careful with money. I need to save more in case of emergency. Gee! I find a solution for that. I will just stop eating. Food is expensive.  Chewing is boring. Who needs that?  At the end I poop them in the toilet.

 - I will ask my doctor about Latisse.  Brooke Shields has it.  I should have too. Why shouldn’t I?  It is good for me to have bigger, thicker, fuller and darker eyelashes like Cher. 

-  I will convince my boyfriend that Brazilian Rafael is my Portuguese teacher.

- I will give another chance to MTV’s new show New Jersey Shore. I will develop a taste for over tanned, grossly hair jelled Guidos. I will force myself to fall in love the guy who calls himself THE SITUATION. In order to match his high standards, I will start calling myself THE POSITION.  OH! All due respect to Snooki, I will never eat shrimp again

- I wanted to get a hobby for 2010. I put a lot of thoughts on this subject. First I wanted to take photography classes. Too much work! And then I focused on yoga. Too much stretching! I’m not a rubber! I needed something to keep me busy, take my attention away from my problems and most importantly make me relax. Suddenly it dawned on me yesterday morning.  I found a solution for that!  (OK!  I admit I was hung over little. SO WHAT?!!!) I decided to pick “drinking wine“ as a hobby. Genius right? Wine keeps my mouth busy. Once I get the buzz I can't even think & walk straight. The best part is wine  makes really relax. WIN WIN WIN! 


-I will stop passing out on totally stranger's shoulder at gay bars, even if guy is awfully cute. 

-   I will tell everyone I'm bipolar. It seems like very trendy disease. 

- Last year I was so rude to Carrie Prejean. I called her camera whore. After watching her homemade documentaries, I realized she was a talented artist of masturbation. ( My favorite act!) She is THE MASTURBATOR. I will be respectful to her, even if she is self-inflated, attention-addict BITCH. I think that’s right way to behave. 

- I will not release my fart at unexpected places like public library, my boss’s office etc. (Don’t even ask!!) 

- I won’t skip my college reunion this year. When my friends start talking about their kids and wives, I will show off my tight stomach and ass. I will also point out their wrinkles and bold heads. 

- And the last one! I will never take a Viagra before I go to NYC sex museum. 

It is going to be a GREAT year!!!! Don’t you guys think so?

Z. as in Zebra

I have a new GAY neighbor

Today I was off from my demanding job. I was lazy all day. Late afternoon I went to quick grocery shopping. When I got to the door of my building,  I was trying to find my keys in a rush.
I got scared once I heard a noise just behind me. I turned my back and recognized the guy. He was the new neighbor who just moved to the studio on my floor.

I said " Gee! You scared me!". He giggled.

He was so nice to get the door for me.

When we got by the elevator, I had the courage to introduce myself. As you everyone knows, I AIN'T SHY!!

"Hi! Did you just move in this building? "  He looked puzzled first and answered '" Yeah!"

I said " I live on 5th floor too" 

When he heard that, he seemed relieved  " OH! My name is Mike"

We shook hands " My name is Z"

Since I have never seen him around before. 

(Although since I became an internet celebrity, I can't pay attention people at parties or bar anymore. I'm always busy talking to a fan or taking blue flower pictures)

I asked Mike " Were you living around before? " 
He responded " I was living in Brooklyn"

We chatted for a while in the elevator ( Yeah!! Our elevator is that slow!!)

Our Super got the elevator and killed our buzz.

Anyway he seemed gay to me, unless my gaydar got rusted. I have a feeling he is very nice. (also extremely cute) 
I'm kinda happy I have a new gay neighbor. Before Mike there was a nasty gay guy was living in that apartment.I truly disliked him. He was inviting bizarre people from Grindr!! ( Sounds familiar?) Anyways, Mike seemed very sweet. ( Did I mention he was so cute?)

The question is "Is cute Mike ready to be Z's neighbor?" I mean he's life clearly will change being my neighbor. Poor thing doesn't even know what he got into himself.

Blogging, fire island, blue flower... etc OH MY MY!

I hope he can handle it. All those GLAM!!

It would be great to have a new friend! -:):)  

Keep you posted BITCHES!

P.S. PEOPLE!!! I'm getting married! Yep!  Hopefully Brian the bf & I will get married sometimes in January in Connecticut! 

Love with pictures

LOVE IS A BEAUTIFUL THING. ONES YOU CATCH THE LOVE, GRAB IT STRONG! 

YOU DON'T NEED TO PLAY GAMES. IT HAPPENS NATURALLY!

What do you want for Christmas?

Teee Heee Heee!

Christmas in NYC from Z's camera

NYC is fabulous Xmas time! I'm so glad to live here & experience this amazing city.

I wish you all merry Xmas! Drink a lot & Be easy on food boys!-:)

It was my first Christmas ever and changed my life forever

My story is about my first Christmas ever...

Eight years ago today, something happened to me that changed my life completely. It was a cold night. I was staying with friends in Chelsea because I had given up my room for roommate’s mother for a week. The guys I was staying with went to a birthday party and they didn’t even invite me. (Don’t ask why!)

I decided to go out instead of staying home and feeling sorry for myself. I was after fun. I wanted to have a great sex with no attachments, no names and phone numbers exchanged. You know!! It was one of those nights which were happening to me all the time at that year. I picked the sleaziest bar in East Village which was called Cock.

I got in the bar. I didn’t give my jacket to coat check. I wanted to see if there were cute people. I was walking to back of the bar and I saw an extremely handsome blond middle age guy. He looked at me. I smiled at him. He asked my name. I responded. He kept talking to me but I didn’t understand what he was saying. My English was so weak back then. I was attending to second language school to improve it. Only part I caught from our discussion was his name. His name was Brian. Our hands touched each other. Our bodies got closer and closer. He kissed me. I liked it. He asked me “Should we go to my place?” I asked “Where do you live?” He didn’t understand my accent. I repeated “Where do you live?” He said “OH! I live in Chelsea!”
In two seconds we were in a cab French kissing. After 10 minutes we were in bed naked.
I woke up 9ish next morning. He was still hugging me. I watched him wearing big smile. He made coffee. We talked and tried to understand each other. He was so patient with my English. He was gentle and loving. He went to bathroom and brought a new toothbrush in a package. He told me”Here is your toothbrush. You can use this next time”. I was so touched by his gesture.
After couple days he invited me a Christmas Eve party at his friend's apartment. I was excited because it was going to be my first Christmas. In my country we don't have Christmas but we do celebrate New Year. We do big parties on New Year's Eve.  I didn't know what to expect from that party. I met Brian at his apartment. I was very surprised that he had so many gifts for Christmas Eve party. I had nothing.

Dinner was fun. Everyone was eager to chat with me. I was little tense because I knew my English wasn't good enough to carry a decent conversation. When midnight arrived, they gathered around the glamorous Christmas tree. We were all sipping delicious eggnogs. The host started giving his gifts to guests. Guests were opening their gifts thrillingly.  Everyone was exchanging gifts. Of course I was not expecting anything. I was so moved by this Christmas scene. Everyone seemed to have great time. Still sometimes I remember that night and I smile.

Suddenly Brian called my name and said “I have a present for you too". I got happy and embarrassed at the same time because I didn't get him anything. I opened the gift box. There were a cute boxer and a music cd. I kissed him on his lips. Brian said sarcastically “So, where is my present?" I told I didn't get anything. I said with sad face”It is my first Christmas and I had no idea about gift exchange" They all laughed and couldn't believe I had never had a Christmas before. (I still kept that boxer. I wear every Christmas morning and walk around our apartment) I felt in love with Brian and Christmas that night.

After that night we started seeing each other. On every level we were so right for each other. After one week I told him “I love you”. He laughed and didn’t respond back. I didn’t mind. Second week I asked him for a drawer at his place. I told him “I need to leave my clothes here”. He said OK. Third week I asked for a key. He giggled and gave the key next day.
It was happening so quickly. We never dated and never asked each other “Will you be my boyfriend?” It just happened. It was so natural, so smooth. It was like the way it should be. After 8 months we moved in together.

Today it is our eight years anniversary. BOY! Time flies! In eight years so many things changed. President, fashion, music... etc. We both grew older. Only one thing never changed is our LOVE. I guess our love changed too. It got better and stronger. Over eight years he has been nothing but a perfect partner. We had a lot of fun together.

He & I became WE.

Of course it wasn't always sunshine and cocktails. We had our bad days too like every couple, but we always managed to respect each other and met at the middle way.  He became not only my life partner and he also became my best friend. Our relationship is always about giving each other. He is all my life and I'm all his life.

3 years ago for Christmas he gave me our commitment rings. He had his grandmother's diamond rings custom designed. From that day I never took my ring off. I wore it proudly.

Still up to day we go to sleep holding hands. Who ever wakes up first gives the other one little kisses. Sometimes middle of the night he hugs me and tells how much he loves me.  I tell him “I love you too! Honey! I’m so lucky to have you."

I always remember our first Christmas and feel guilty that I didn't get him a present. This year I want to give him his Christmas present little early. I want to ask him “WILL YOU MARRY ME?" I want to give him my commitment.
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Hey my beautiful boyfriend!

You always give me happiness, cheers and so much love. You made me so happy in this world. I don't think I could live without you a day. I just want to marry you.
Will you marry me?

I don't want a big wedding. I just want to marry you quietly. I want to commit the rest of my life to you. I want to take care of you when you get older.  I want to get older with you. We have a long life ahead of us. I promise to be next to you the rest of my life.

Who cares!! Same sex marriage is not legal. We know we love each other. That's all matters. They cannot stop that by voting. No way!

Yes my boyfriend! I ask you to marry me! Will you? _:):)

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This picture is from that Christmas Eve party. Our first picture that we are in together.

JINGLE BALLS!!!!

Xmas is all about sharing, giving & receiving. Merry Xmas Y'ALL!!!

Click here to read "Xmas survival tips"

I LOVE NERDS

To be continued

GAY TOYS FOR TOTS 09 WITH A BLUE FLOWER TWIST

The biggest Holiday event gay Toys for Tots took place last weekend. Celebrity studded party tickets had been sold out in 3 days. Gay toys for tots tickets became to get harder than Lady Gaga and Madonna concerts tickets.  There were so many famous names having fun at the party. The most famous ones were Doris Roberts & Original blue flower boy Z. Also Manhattan's & Fire Island's Alist gay guys were attended to this party. Here are some pictures of A LIST crowd at GAY TOY FOR TOTS 09.

P.S. Doris Roberts said " I love that on your head. Pretty!" When I showed her pictures of blue flower project, she cracked up and said " So funny! Genius! You are a crazy boy!"

My good friend Vance Garret (producer of successful Saint and Large parties) who never fails to make me laugh

One of my cutest friends Colin Stark who is the star of infamous video Party in FIP/Party in USA which got big approval  by Miley Cyrus

One of my all time favorite photographers Kristopher Kelly

Bow tie was all cute boys choice for this biggest Holiday event.

Carter  (Finally I got his picture for my blue flower project YEAH!!)

One of famous blue COVER flower boys 

(Loving his out fit)

Dan & Z

Shawn

Z & Medo

Aussie  Peter

BTW -- The big screen behind Paul was the signature of Toy for Tots. They had 4 big screens like last year. People waited long time to get photographed.

Rob ( Loving this picture Tee Hee Hee!)

Neal & Z

Jonathan & Chris

Z & Sean who I adore -:):)

Ed Kuester

Paul & his friend with glamorous fur

My neighbor Robert who got me Toy for Tots ticket at the last hour :) who became my HERO.

OH LA LA! It is me!!! 

Picture via Guest of A guest web side.

Big thanks to them for posting my picture.

Click here to see their article about GAY TOY FOR TOTS 09

And BIG PILE OF TOYS like every year _:)

Click here to see last year pictures

P.S. As always Me & my blue flower were so popular at the party. My right arm hurt from putting blue flower on and taking pictures. I will posting all blue flower pictures in timely fashion unless your eyes are close. Stop complaining :)